All my life I have troubled with bullying, Mostly about my weight and the way I look. You know, I used to be able to ignore it but when it keeps being repeated, it kinda gets in your head and eats away at all hope you have inside that your just going through a stage. All, well most of my friends are very attractive. To be honest, I get a little bit jealous when boys would comment on my friends and not me. That real hurts your self-esteem. You know I was really starting to like myself and one day these guys out of nowhere called me a "Fat, Ugly, Black Bitch" for no reason at all. You know i went home and cried and cried and almost tried to kill myself. But I though about how much I am appreciated by people and how people would miss me so i decided not to do it. Now I am trying to lose a little weight but it so hard. I am use to eating my feelings away. But i am going to start on Monday the "Insanity" Workout. Hopefully, I go thru with it and it works. It was nice talking to you!!!
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